Destinty 3

 First of all, my sorry to the father of these Children, who didn't want to get his children photo clicked. But still I'm making this happen, just to have and give humanity some insight. At that time I've deleted this one but for now I found this in blog photos and hence I'm using this in my new blog. So guys my only intention is to compare the destiny of these children sitting inside with that of others. When I was a child, I was super concerned of the behaviour of the people and super concerned of the behaviour which other children of my age are getting. Sometimes, I felt uplifted and most of the time I felt super down. Then I thought why is it that people doesn't behave good with me and why then they change their perception and look with sympathy. It may be because of my Identity which was a true inherence of my family. My family for a time had been in good affluent state and a time then its affluence perished due to utmost pleasure of heads of my family. We were in a state where even breathing was as costly as it has to take in installments. Hence struggle began and it's continue till now, where, now I can take breath with peace at least. Case of my cousins is more severe when someone lose his parents and guardians in his childhood, where he is unknown of what has happened with him. Is it his fault that he was in a complete out state and in a approximately impossible state of getting education. Sacred texts says, it is because of our previous life Karma which are against you now and making you suffer. But that might not be the actuality because there is no proof of previous lives and rebirth. In physicality, when we go deeper we find that every cell may contain millions of billions of tera bytes of the memory. It is just because we leave the grip of the memories that we forget them. 

So does previous life exist? 

Why there is discrimination? and How our destiny is decided? 

Here I'm living a life, with heap of soil as my body, functioning as the energy, the programming as the awareness and finally away from all these, the Purity which remains unattached is the Consciousness. I'm watching and sensing because there is something for getting the sense and that is our consciousness. For sure consciousness or other things can't escape out of existence, they have to exist, their existence may appear in any other form. But existence is the must and it is also the law of conservation of the energy. Gradually we become old and the capture which is responsible for holding our these items together becomes weaker and a day comes when the process gets completed and this is the state of death. Every element goes to its family again. Diffusion happens with it's best. Destiny might be a concept which believes that these element might contain the traits which the human had acquired in his life. Since energy is always pure and when human dies every physicality goes complete, the programming may remain. This programming keep the vibrations and vibrations are responsible for the shape and traits of energy. This implies energy dissolved in energy but vibrations remains till another vibration influence it. Situations are also energy patterns which are responsible for attracting the same type of energy vibrations and hence manifestation starts, making of human takes place there with its traits. Consciousness starts, awareness starts with human manifestation. This might be called as the rebirth but actuality is the energy had not died and hence consciousness is same but not the body, caste, creed, religion or sex. They may be same, but it depends upon the last time programming. So should we say that human should not strive for better psychi, better possibility?

Yes, human should.

Why?

Because when we die we lose the power to analyse, we don't have brain. Even consciousness got the transformation but keeps the memory hidden. When we are conscious we can analyse and also can work for the consciousness itself. When the tending process goes to infinity we get the enlightenment. But this is not the thing which could be learnt from other. We have to dive ourselves completely. Beauty of life programming is that there nothing is fixed. The person who think that he is the sole authority of himself is actually controlled by the one who has the more area of consciousness and so on. 

Actually question is not, whether we should strive for the betterment or not? It is how we get the possibility of getting this thought how we get the influence and strive for betterment?

And I think the answer is given in the above discourse. 

So guys this is all for today and Love You All So much.

Das Rahul

In Peace

Sleep

 A beautiful experience, beautiful watch, because just vision is there, no logic no intellect. If these two exist it means you are not sleeping, faking the sleep itself.

What is the sleep/slumber in itself?

The state which happens to human body. Yes it happens and not done. Because it's most natural to sleep and wake fresh. A time comes when cells reach the highest point of toil and now they want to fall. This falling attracts the sleep, greatest of all pleasure when it happens on its own. Music of flute adds more sweetness in it. When you sleep every organ of your body gets its natural state and organ is always best at its natural state. No interfere. After this phenomenon, if it has happened with best, every cell of your body tries to do its best and gets the maximum output. One third of your life is slumber so it's important to get to know of it hence this initiative to a little vision of sleep. Buddha claimed that he has experienced the most optimal sleep and hence he is capable of living the most optimal awake. Buddha has understood, what no one had understood till that time. Also it was unexplainable. He claimed the meditation while sleeping and meditation is the keeping to better the thing you are doing. Hence he has achieved the stage where no one has reached till the time, in the field of slumber. Knowledge has gap of it's own which is created while we perceive it and to get away of this gap, we have to dive ourselves. But when we move out from the way it creates the gap, so this break creates the forgetfulness and difficulty in recalling.  This jumping from the sleep to gap is the nature of our mind. It always want something new, something which can provide more dopamine and hence this intelligence functions accordingly. There is nothing wrong in getting the pleasure but when it left you miserable the difficulty starts and becomes the reason for your end. Just like the insects are attracted towards more light and get the burn accordingly. Every pleasure is attractive but mostly are destructive. How to recognise? Why we are attracted to these and why this short vision? The life is meant to live joyously and meditatively ultimately this life is going to emd a day. 

This all is the game of vision,  perception and ultimately reflection. We perceive according to the set of beliefs we are having, or this set is the filter which transforms the reality of this. But there is something else too which is responsible for all this perception, which is away from dullness and enthusiasm. Which is constant in every human. Which is same in every human. The Chitta, or the Human Consciousness.  Consciousness never fade, it's just got covered and uncovered people with super intellectual skills are people having their Consciousness uncovered. Forgetfulness is also nothing but the less burden of life and more use of intellect. Where when we use the consciousness. We can understand everything. But for memory and reflection there are other dimensions to work on and for now I just want leave. 

Happy Sunday

Love You all.

Nirvana

Much of the time is gone, nothing is there in front of you. A direct portion of the life is gone. It is said we are not there for first time. We are permanently there and can't escape this universe. We are the Universe actually, so one who is trying to get the escape of this universe is unknown of the fact that escape of the universe is the escape of the self. 

I don't know whether reincarnation exist or not, but one thing is clear that I am the heap of soil having programming of this energy and hence this soil is designed according to the programming and this programming itself is influenced by the another programming. It make clear that there is nothing we doing on our own, it is the influence programming and this influenced programming. Here comes the idea that if we are influenced then doesn't it mean that we can also influence? Obviously we can but the Idea to influence is also the influence itself. When I firstly listened the word awareness and consciousness from Dandapani, I found a strong connection with this word. It might be the reflection of my surrounding which I had in my past or the programming of energy which might left its print during the death. 

When we die, the process happens very slowly and in this process mind dies in the last, it might be due to the super blunder of thoughts in the mind which is continuously attracting the more energy and it might be the reason for last death of mind. When complete programming of energy leaves the whole body then the only energy which left to the human is the body and soil itself which had kept all the tatvas together and when we burn or bury the left constituent of the human the energy responsible for keeping the tatvas together gets liberation and soil left to soil, water to water, space to space air to air and agni to agni. Agni might be the element responsible for the holder of the energy. Then what is Nirvana and why Buddha doesn't want to born again, does it mean Buddha believes in reincarnation. It's still unknown to me, but Lakhmichand, the Sangi of Haryana has clearly said that we born again and again and bears the sorrrow, and pleasures of this life. It's a complete cycle. We make the round and forget about the place that we have already been there for some time. Then, suppose everyone get the Nirvana, then it will be a meaning that the Same Energy is not going to born again. It will be resulted in the complete end of life. There will be no life, no sorrow and no pleasure. Because they both are related to the life and nothing else. 

What I can assume about Nirvana is that it is not actually the end of the cycle but the end of the Darkness, the darkness of the unknowingness. See everything is so rooted with the Memory that Memory is a permanent attribute of it. You daily rub the thread to a stone, it is going to create a way and after few days, there will be no need of consciously rubbing the thread on same row, because the way itself is going to take the thread from the way created. Same is the case with water, water makes the way and next time water goes from the same way it has created first. This can be correlated with the Samskaras of Human beings. When we say the person is born with these qualities of his father and mother, it doesn't mean that these qualities cannot be changes but all we have to do is change the way created by being conscious again. If we can live the whole life consciously it is going to be a great life. Because then we will be able to recognize the created ways and also will be able to modify them and hence we will be known of the functioning of Memory. Yes it hurts when we try to change the Paths and hence it is difficult to change the habits but not impossible. 

Nirvana should not be the end of cycle of birth and death. But the end of less perception, because one memory is definitely going to end when we create another one. It all is about Vision. Hence Buddha was not who had large ground of understanding and knowledge but he was a Drushta, One has a wide vision and by looking inside one, who can behave accordingly. It will be his wisdom and desire to reborn and one who has gone away from the influences of others influences. One who feel the sorrow and pleasure but away from it. One Who has that Eye. 

This all is for today, till next be happy keep learning.

Love You all.

Forgetfulness

 We try to learn, to memorize so that everything can be there at a single call. But something is there which is working behind and cleaning the older memories. Also there are some memories which continues to be there for life and some are for a very little time that we gave to recall it every single second to memorize it. Do you remember, I'd told a story to get the understanding of Unresolved thoughts and emotions. It was about coins and teacher's cruelty. Which made a permanent place in the memory of victim and whenever it triggered, the scenes were crystal clear in front of him. So why it happens that what we want to memorize takes much more time to get even into the understandings and then it goes to memory and most of the things which are irrelevant and make us unpleasant remains on the desktop even we don't want them to.

We should understand both by diving into the examples itself so when I was juvenile there are a lot of wrong act which I've done, but one of the most cruel act was to engage Sexually with some one I shouldn't. When I got the understanding that it was a Sin Which I had created in that time   I started cursing myself for doing so. I became just like broken when this moment appeared in my consciousness and take a huge amount of energy which left me fragile and like a zombie. This moment I never wanted to remember and was just trying to forget. Still it was becoming more and more clear and in front of me, the faster I was trying to run the more faster it was  following me. Gradually I understood by the practice of meditation that my awareness was giving more attention to the scene because in my information and belief system it was a epic moment. The more energy was being used there.  But why it was concentrating there? This might be from the understanding of where the awareness goes energy flows and hence energy was being concentrated there. More energy made its way and hence this way became a permanent memory in the space of consciousness.

Again if we try to read the book of our syllabus it's information doesn't stick to your head until you revise it for three to four times. What's the matter, I think matter is again related to the way of energy running behind the awareness, since energy is magnetic in nature it takes our awareness on the ways where it goes, and goes on the ways which are made by continuous travel of energy. 

So what is the solution?

Solution is this awareness itself. We have to be meditative there and watch where our awareness is going and by using our will power we will have to stop it in the way. We should make the ways according to the betterment of ourself and not just for our pleasure. This making of ways is called the habit in physical world. Hence we will have to shift our habits by using the will power but never should be in control to them. 

Was it about Forgetfulness?

Yes it was, but in opposite look. Forgetfulness is defined as the trait of human mind which is responsible for cleaning its old memory and there is nothing wrong in this. This is fantastic actually. Suppose you never forget anything then every thought and emotion will be trigger for another thought and emotion which is again going to take your energy and hence it will be most difficult to recall the relevant thing and put the waste aside. Your mind will be super big and will be responsible for 90 percent usage of your complete energy. To get the actual relevant thing into the consciousness we should revise it more and keep awareness on the relevant and meaningful thoughts. 

In Peace 

Das Rahul

Human Endeavour and Attainment

 I was born in 1998 and now if I look back and then compare my life with anothers, sometimes it becomes brighter and some times it is darker. When I look to the people who achieved more than mine, I went to the darks and when there is a look of downward it's a pleasant feeling that I've reached the stage mostly aspiring for.

We as human beings reflect our success in terms of 1. Information and intelligence, 2. Money we are having, 3. the power we are having and 4. Ultimately the reflection of these three I.e. the Lifestyle.

Human is made up of Heap of Soil and the programming of energy in a way that tends to infinite in its intelligence and capable of holding the infinite Knowledge and the Power too. Yes, there is no limit to human capabilities. Most of the times it happens that we are doing useless and continuously wasting our times and we are being unable to find any alternate and just going in and in and in. That time we are in the inertia, the natural programming that is the programming of this whole and which becomes your programming hence you becomes so fragile that you lost your sense of Identity itself and hence it hurts. Also there is nothing wrong in this phenomenon this phenomenon is the most beautiful phenomenon actually. Just because we lose the control of our organs the sensory organs and find them in automatic mode. Being true, it is not actually the auto pilot it's controlled by you and actually not controlled by you it's accented by you. Because nothing happens without the accent of yours, in your body and with your body at least. It is because this pleasure make you so fragile that you bend your knees against it. 

I said there is nothing wrong and actually there is nothing wrong in this. Just because it is the life itself which make you watchful of this phenomenon wrong is when you lost yourself and this is a impossible thing because you can never lose yourself, if you lose yourself then what's left?

So, what should be done this time?

It is less energy time for your body as well as brain, so now when we try to wake up by force that might not be as super as usual. Ultimate solution is just watch, be watchful, as deeper as you can watch just watch. Ultimately the wrong is going to wipe away. It might attract the reflection of your ultimate grasp and your knowledge which is continuously bending your intelligence. Also there might be another reasons for this dullness I.e. unresolved thoughts and emotions from which we are continuously trying to run and they are becoming mightier in our consciousness. The only solution which we know is the awareness and the face. We have to face and understand it from every dimension to be free from this actually we never become free from anything and just get to know that it is not good to be bound and hence the grip loosens. 

Ultimately the only medicine as suggested by the Osho is Meditative state and Meditation which is not actually the performance of any specific time but it can be performed every time and when we lose this quality we start losing our Identity and Ultimately the pain happens. Watch carefully and behave accordingly. Work for the betterment and ultimately the best will be yours.

Consciousness of being conscious

 A lot of writings, a lot of work and a lot of understanding. Still this question is a question, "the Consciousness?". What mark should I put there? this too is again a question. The question of every question the depth of every understanding cause of every action, the reason of every reason, the power behind every power and the faith behind every faith. Consciousness is always taking the everything. 

Vedanta said, "it is the brahman, it is the ultimate, still no feeling, no answer, or no question actually. I know the question is actually the answer, but here I don't know the question itself, and hence this misery as well as conflict. Should I leave this, should I dive in this world and leave every type of craving as craving. Which had already caused a lot of misery and still creating the conflicts. If I leave, still this doesn't leave me a want some solution. Going with Buddha, Mahavira, Krishna might give you the way, they walked upon but they can't provide the feets. For sure we are to walk and better it is that we find our way on our own. We should have the qualities but these qualitties should not ingrained in us, as we are all different with different set of qualities and hence the different understanding with different consciousness. Sadhguru provided some way at least to have the essence of this and said our life is not actually different these are we the people who discriminate the air of different bubbles and when the bubble is no longer there the discrimination is going to lost in very mini second itself. Means everything borns out of same essence and lost in the same. The creator is the destroyer itself, making is engrained in this breakage and birth is very much meaningful with the death. Hopelessness and falling into the bottomless pit cannot be said as same as there is very essential difference in both of these. Hopelessness is the lack of capability and courage which are the bi products of consciousness combined with the energy flow. The pain you take in the very process is responsible for the power, which is hankering in your shoulders. Another thing is falling into the bottomless pit is something being lost in this very cosmos and without any fear, as there is no bottom hence there is no fear of getting hit by the bottom. When you'd watched the peaks of power, pleasure, joy, masculinity, feminine, misery, cruelty, insult, pride, ego, purity etc then comes this essence that yes there is no meaning in all this and after watching this all drama human goes to be an ascetic the true ascetic. One who is capable of moving this earth, the whole universe is actually one who is capable of holding the main essence that their is no essence. I think than their remains the pure consciousness the the watchfulness remains and all the meanings behind this watchfulness goes away. When I watch something, definitely there are a lot of meanings in watching the very object, the listening to every speech and feeling of every moment. But when the stage comes that the meanings are meaningless itself then comes this state of being pure, this state is defined by the  Buddha as Nirvana. When there is nothing left to do. The purest of pure, the most blissful stage. India had the experiments where the people got the stage and may be in other countries but I mostly knows of these people. Art of artist, the song of singer when these start making you blissful then it might means that they have got the one dimension of this stage. But how many dimensions should be there of reaching this stage? Don't ask the question that why should we go to this stage. Because I'm gonna answer this and answer is because every craving, every question is going to be answered after reaching this.

So all the very best for your Vippassana Hope we reach the most meaningfulness that every meaning lose itself. 

Realisation

 Innocence, cleverness, smartness, wisdom, bitterness, humour, heath etc. Everything related to human in some way. Isn't it? And human is made of energy, emotions, consciousness and programming of this consciousness. Mostly we are responsible for making our qualities. We see the types of people. Some are quiet, some are very talkative, some are stupid and some are wise. A person who is stupid, suffers more than average, it evaporates his anger and lead to more stupid decisions. Yes, in anger we are not as aware as average. Whenever we are in anger a constant blow of energy happens which takes our awareness away with it. 

Why does anger erupt? Is it relevant to have anger? 

Do you know, only powerful people are tentative to have anger. Weaker one doesn't shows anger. Does it mean that one doesn't owe it? What is tgr thing responsible? Human also have one more thing and that is the 'Ego'. When your ego is large enough you're hurted by very minute action of some stupid person. Ego is Identity there, the identity which you either have or you are trying to have. Or thinking that you deserve that one identity and respect. When desire doesn't get fulfilled it creates the space and this space not so comfortable at all. Hence we try to cover this space by explosion. This explosion is anger I think. It is relevant or not that is a different thing another thing which is more relevant than this question is that why I'm trying to explain the anger why this topic appeared in the way and why did I chose this to explain? 

Why I'm sparkling the questions? Here comes the role of understanding of functioning of human consciousness, human mind its nature and behaviour. Mostly people are reflected by their desires, aspirations. Knowingly or unknowingly anyway. But hidden is something which is making you act this way, that is your aspiration. When we become capable of knowing this aspiration we are at a good stage of Meditation and when we remain still and silent this time we are trying to know the aspiration. So how does these aspirations get their home in you, your acts. It might be due to inspirations which we get unknowingly. Yes, we get the inspirations unknowingly. If a child is kept away from a single luxury he won't think of it in his entire life nor he will try to get it, because he is unaware of that thing. If he invent it, that is a different thing but if it doesn't happen he is not going to aspire fir it and hence his every action will not reflect the requirement of that luxury. By birth we start watching this universe, we see the luxuries, pain pleasures and so many things. Some of things get their identification as sin right from our childhood and hence we don't even think of that thing. We mostly aspire for the things which get their identification as good right from our childhood and that lifestyle become ought self and that distance from that ought self becomes the guilt itself. One thing is clear from the laws of nature that whatever we aspire constantly we get. But we mostly left the aspiration in way because of momentary nature of our mind. It gets attachment to the non realistic things and starts its manifestation again from the very begining and this circle runs, hence manifestation becomes weaker by time. Energy is magnetic in nature and mind is the thing to understand the relevancy of the acts is what, which is going to give meanings to your life. Mine too. I'm writing so that I can watch. Actually I'm not writing I'm watching, I'm practicing the watchfulness and hence the clarity is going to follow me. Who am I?

Why I need clarification?

Why am I continuously trying to get the wisdom?

Drushta

 

I mostly prefer this photo! Isn't it? Anyways just because I mostly found this photo fit approximately in every title. So guys don't compare the above mentioned word with Dushta that unveils another meaning. If I derive them one by one then Drushta and Dushta are severely different from each other. Dushta is a person who does evil acts and Drushta is person who watches relatedt, whether it is evil or right act. They are fundamentally different from each other. We have some intelligence which is responsible for watching everything and conveying it to the decision maker. As there is something called as energy and something called as enthusiasm, these two are connected in a way, as level of enthusiasm depends upon the level of energy you are having, where the level of energy is also dependent of the level of enthusiasm or the type of work you are having with. Drushta is the most important figure in Buddhism at least, the whole Buddhist Philosophy depends upon its relevance. Buddha describes Drushta as the Enlightened One and the quantity of Vision is going to define the quality of your wisdom. 

What is wisdom? 

It is word something related to be wise and wise is the person who has better decision making for every type of Situation. The person who decides in most optimal way, that which is the best requirement of that time. Who plays with the least resistance and if he has to play with resistance than this is going to be the part of its optimal result. Hence Wisdom is the noun form, which is the name given to this quality. To have more wisdom means to have better perception and to have better decision making for every situation. When we don't know, what and how to behave in this scenario than it might be the lack of experience but when we are capable of behaving without any experience just on the basis of vision than it might be the wisdom. 

So how can we get the Wisdom?

Till now, as per our understanding, when we have clear vision of what this act is going to result into than we think more of doing that act but act only after getting the conclusion. In this way most important thing which came out is, Vision. Yes Vision is going to describe your upcoming result. Buddha says when we have to sharp this vision, we need to still our lake and the lake is related to mind. The space of mind is described as lake there, where different types of thoughts and emotions run. This running takes the energy and deflects our vision and hence ultimately we get the wrong perception of things and ultimately the wrong result. So the solution to this is not sticking with these thoughts and emotions. This happens mostly when we study, there are many unresolved thoughts and emotions which come or which are triggered by some point the only issue that happens with us is that we go with these thoughts and emotions where they are not worth watching that time. When we go with the same direction in which they are going, here we are being deflected and this deflection is the Distraction I think. Osho suggest at this point, ''don't run with these thoughts and emotions, let them come and go, just watch them and be sticked to the purpose for which you have started  the process, then only the true vision can happen''. When we start walking with these thoughts and emotions that time we lose much amount of energy as we need to come back again and till the arrival our Samskara gets fade. Hence the distraction in reaching the purpose happens. Here we forget why did we started?

Drushta watches more and walk only with the relevant. This whole process of understanding is the key to get wisdom. Buddha might have got it from the Meditation.

 

Then what is the Meditation?

Dhayana, (in Hindi) the 7th step or the Process in being Pashupathi from Pashu in Yogic Culture. Dhayana is the process of being aware of the Vision and our Vision gets the clarity by watching itself. Meditation is, resting our awareness at some point and not letting it away with the thoughts and emotions, there are the points to get it rested. One is the breath, another is the heart. Heart might be difficult but Breath might be easier a little. Letting our awareness connected with the breath for a longer period of time can be so much helpful in sharpening your vision. 

That's all for today, till next be happy and keep learning and one thing to remember. Only way to reach the purpose is first get the purpose and then forget it by keeping it in Subconscious. Decide the way and walk with best of the capabilities. That's the KarmYoga. 

Ultimate Krishna

 Human has various dimensions and one of all these is spirituality. Before we dive deeper, we must have clear vision of this and so is the day which keeps its importance according to the title. So, today is the day of Janamashtami guys. What is the importance of the day, and why Krishna is important to know? 

In spiritual path, Krishna plays utmost important role. I have not Bhagwat Gita but still I knew something about the scripture and that is because I have listened of the entity. Bhagwad Gita literal means the knowledge of God and the ultimate. What Krishna says, and what Arjuna listens in the begining of the war is what the whole Bhagwat Gita is. That helped Arjuna to detach from the worldly relations and do the requirement of time the demand of the time is to fulfill that time. There was no question of oppose as time will never allow us to oppose its requirement and it will be resulted in our thrash. That's might be the reason we call the time as Kala that defines the death as well as death. Hindi doesn't discriminate between the death and the time or I can replace the death with the end. Simply means, whatever is started is going to end a day. That is the mortality. We proud people are going to dismantle a day. Krishna's importance is for giving meanings to the life and making us understand of the life itself. He made us realise about the importance of the process instead of the goal. He made it very clear that the process is the only thing which exist in the presence and the results are just the myths which are deflecting our consciousness in a whole. Life keeps its meanings in the process means we are to enjoy the process whether it is painful or joyful. Or we can say the pain and the joy only exist at the level of physical world. After that there is no pain and joy at the level of spirituality. There the pure existence unveils its reality and then we are free from this physical world. Krishna's significance is in involvement, the involvement which can contain anything. Every action has its own involvement. Whether it is love, business, art, war or any other action. When we dive in such a way that we are unidentified with our identity and only identified with the action itself. When we lose ourself in doing that action and only action remains then the true Yoga happens. The connection with the ultimate and that is  responsible for quality of our action. The action will be magic in that way. Krishna, literally means the dark side. Or reality I can say. Because the darkness is the only thing which really exist and light is just minute part of this universe and that is also by efforts and not on its own. Mana, the automatic mode of this mind and the reality and there is nothing wrong in its automation, the automation is the beauty. When we look with the eyes of reality. Krishna suggested the way, the way of love. He suggested the way for total involvement, and the way is Love. Same is the suggestion of Osho to be free from any thrashing or addiction, which is ruining your life. Osho suggested the Love and the awareness. But wrong about it is that when we try to get the awareness on the track our total involvement gets disturbed, and our awareness spread for the awareness itself. Suddenly we come to know of ourself and our identity. That is not good for samadhi. So another formula to get the Samadhi is don't think of the Samadhi and just dive with the process be the process, you are going to get the essense. Don't try to grab the moment, you can't grab the nature, you just can live the moment. Be the moment. But you are trying to save it for future, here you are doing th finest foolish moment. Water can't be grabbed with your hand. Every moment has certain level of involvement when we chore the moment, we lose it's enjoyment and hence the moment. We lost the one moment of this life. 

Krishna, the perfect reincarnation of Spirituality, whenever I think of the person. I get the amaze that the person has changed the dimensions of human thinking in such a way that no one could do ever. The beauty of Krishna. 

The person who left the broken heart in every single house. Everyone's consciousness was busy in thinking of that one person. Person with all the dimensions opened and person with flourishing all the dimensions in a way that taken the whole nature with him. I get to know of his flute tunes in the very little age. The one born with ultimate capabilities, it could only be possible in India just because of the existence of diversity there. From his birth to death he represented such a beautiful life and such a nice response to every question of life. Kala itself was unable to understand, whether I am the one who decide or that one who decide. Ultimately in time of war he announced his reality and that is the reality of our all too. We are just sleeping and we are being unable to know the beauty of this life. How this life plays with us. How we should response. Life has so many nets too in which we can stuck very easily and beauty is that there also exist the path to go out. It is also represented by the time or Kala. We can say the Krishna was not reincarnation of the Vishnu but the Kaala itself. Here Kaala, I don't just mean the time which is running without any stop. but that time which is also equipped with the super consciousness, which is being responsible for making the situations in our life. 

By remembering Krishna, We can come back to the Love and Consciousness itself. So celebrate his birth by having a good awareness over the person and feel the bliss of his knowledge. 

A very Happy Janamashtami Readers.

Be happy keep learning. 

Essense 2.0

Should I start with Imagination or should it be the flow only? Selfishness, discipline, life, death, characteristics, understanding, partiality, impartiality, ego, self esteem, values, principles, genetics, discrimination, joy, suffering, wisdom etc. The world is full of words they are infinite. But they are responsible for the direction of our imagination and messages which we are trying to convey. Human is continuously trying to be optimal and hence me. Everyone is in some race knowingly or unknowingly. We get the essense only when we reflect and watch the completeness. Osho says, the only formula for revolution in our life is awareness and awareness is the essense of meditation. Time is entity, also it is the asset when we look it in investment point of view, but life is not a business and it is something to live, something to love, which is beyond this mathematics (which always tries to calculate the merits and demerits of every moment, your actions, their reactions). Life is just blowing and we are thinking it must have a sweep from our mind to vision and vision to mind. Every vision has two views or we can say we have two types of visions. First is something positive and another is something negative. We can reach that stage on our own too, but nature must have the acceptance and you must be in search of that. When we are stucked with the formulas, we found we are not actually getting the essense, where to get the essense is more important than using the formulas of others. Others know about their formulas but we don't. In the same way as you are reading, I'm sure you are unaware about my internal knowingness, about this blog and you can just make the Idea about my ideas there but not about the essense. Essense is known to me just but not always, many of the times it just evaporate and I just come to know about it when I am unaware. A lot of desires erupts in every single second and most of these are always been suppressed. I keep only those which are relevant for now. According to Sigmund Freud when I am greeting all the erupt of my desires I am removing them one by one, some into my Subconscious Mind and Some into my Unconscious Mind. The super Impossible desires are putted inside the Unconscious and the desires which can be completed but they are not relevant for now, they take place in Subconscious. This all is the game of wires and energy, the energy which has taken the shape of neurons with some smartness, and with some frequency, it holds itself in its purest form. This is something like magical as nothing else exist and still we deny the existence as unique entity. 

That's all for today, till next be happy keep learning.

Essence

 Being in Present is an art, the Art which should be performed and the good thing about it is that there is no need to learn this Art, it is there in just being and being with full Consciousness. If there is still question erupting, what is full and complete consciousness? then let me explore in my words, I watch the full consciousness as a state, when you are aware, you are aware about your actions and their reactions too. It also includes the reactionary processes which are happening around us and without your efforts. We should learn to dive with the situation and with least reaction and most consciousness so that everything can go with relevance. There is always a reason behind every situation and this situation has the ability to have its own essense. Ultimately we are mortals and every situation is going to end itself. 

We are there to get the depth of this word that is the 'Essence'. If I go with the words, then essence is your internal and unchangeable quality. The quality which make you, The You. As the essential nature of life is all inclusive, in the same way as Nature's essential nature is to make balance. The balance which is the need of Hour. So to make this clear we need more reflection and when we make the reflection, things becomes more clear in our awareness and this is our essential nature that our mind learn more in repetition. It doesn't mean that we can't learn by one swing, obviously we can and can. But there is another thing too, which is also responsible in this process of learning and that is, how much had you putted yourself in the process the more you will put yourself in the more clear will be the ways of your destiny. This all is a play, and obviously we are fond of playing. That's why we should enjoy this very process of life. Ultimately we are traveling towards the end, and this way the every moment of this life becomes infinitely costly. Essence should be known but not be defined. Yes, when we define the term, we are fixing its criteria where there is no criteria. Even now, I'm enforcing my idea and there is no proof. Yes there is no proof. I've just listened of Essence and listened some lines, like. 1 Awareness is the essence of Meditation. 2 Essential Nature of life is all inclusive. And from these linea I thought I should know about the Essence. Then on Internet I came to know about its definition that Essence is the internal quality and then I found the relation between the Awareness and the Meditation. Now I knew that there is no Meditation without awareness. This all is the game of Awareness and Meditation is all the process of cleansing this space called as awareness. Also in this process there is no need of any effort. This is an effortless process. Which can be deepened and deepened in a strong manner that you'll be able to get the knowledge of ultimate. Perhaps this might be the vision of Almighty according to Osho. This way is really nice, which we have discovered just now. What is the process is already known to us. Life could be more beautiful than our imagination and it has the limitless beauty. But question is where we are floating and why? Now the mosquitoes are biting me in this park and it's 09:55PM of July 31st, 2022. Till next be happy keep learning.

See you soon.

Nirgun Galliyan, Premises of Truth

 Should I start with a phrase? whatsoever-

This blog is going to be a reflection of my new journey and don't hesitate about my self centred blogging people. Because I can express myself in a better way and I can only make you walk through me and no other way. So guys this is the journey of Ismailabad and there of Govt. College Chammu Kalan, my first impression in Govt services. The day started with late reaching to the station and with my cousin. I remember I was finding the way, the way of that building Which can be seen but way doesn't seem nearby. Whatever after a harsh disbelief of Google map services we turned from the fields and reached to the workplace. The faces were more than innocent and looking for some words which were expected from my mouth. I demanded some water and got it. College was not actually like a College. My chair was shown and also my PC but not my work. Perhaps that might be for tomorrow. Now we have to found way to KKR as there my bus use to live. This gone for a month and I kept travelling from Kurukshetra to College daily with Ajay. Never been dissatisfied, never demanded any comfort, the person served selflessly. I'm really shock this type of person is still there somewhere. Whatever, now I thought it's time to stay nearby and with least amount of demands. I found a room where the stay is possible. Days passed, still I was unaware of my duties, responsibilities and capabilities. I left it to the nature and nature rewarded me penalty for not doing my job. Now nature made me realised about knowing the duties is also a duty. No one is going to make you remember about your responsibilities. Days started passing with burden and slumber started decreasing. Time passed passed and passed my weight gone to 52KGs and it was a figure of sleek girl. I was almost feeling it impossible to handle all this stuff and ultimately the scoldings of Principal. But good thing was that sir always made me realised about my strength and that's the moment after that scolding. Whatever I tolerated. Staff changed, some gone some came. Principal sir retired and Sunil ma'am incubated on the chair of Principal. What a dynamic Principal and strong decision making. She made me more and more miserable because her decisions were completely ignoring the conditions a person is having. Whatever the middle path arrived and it started going smoothly. The Good thing about her was, she was super clear about her decisions and also as a dictator she was taking Institution's welfare as a priority and that's the reason I like her despite her dictatorship. Sunil ma'am was followed by Savita ma'am, humanity is the superior entity and person's conditions are responsible for the weight of responsibilities. Her theory was simple. Institution's growth is also possible with humanity and her style of working was just like a team. Instead of watching herself as Principal, She always looked herself as colleague where there is no issue if She could do someone else' work in his or her absence. But human has a tendency and that might be called as laziness and being caught to irresponsibility very fastly. So I think we started expecting more from her and her this light behavior started becoming burden over her. Sometime that bursted and sometime ma'am was able to assemble herself and control over that but that was a control and not the actuality. I mostly preferred watching than acting and being inside the scene. Because that's the best thing which I could do. Office started taking its pace again and now my destiny wanted something else. The whole result revised new Department new place of working, new people, new conflicts, and new opportunities. Everything was so much to teach me there. I never thought about it but some attachments remained there I don't know how do they remained but that was the sweetest moment of my life. I was having some attention of them. I never expected this as I never done anything to get that but that happened and made me affectionate. Journey was small but it had very large ups and very deep downs that they activated my goosebumps and fastened my heartbeat as well as stopped it. If I conclude this journey dimensions changed sharply and perceptions too. Nature's love and crush both were there. I fell also I grown. 

Understanding maturity boosted and made me capable of handling any Office. 

I've just described about the journey but what about the Nirgun Galliyan. So to understand this Let's reflect a truth 

Walk into the water, but don't allow the water to touch your feet.

Be in the world but don't allow the world to be in you.

And here world not just gone inside but also became the member of my consciousness which might take time to get back to the actual. New members for the heart arrived with my best wishes.  Nirgun Galliyan doesn't mean the ways where there is no Guna or qualities but the actuality and watching the world as it is by discarding all the identities given by this world. This is something similar to the Vipassana where we become super clean with respect to our awareness. Hence the truth will be there because it was always there, it was just hidden behind the curtains of false identities of this world. When we remove this curtains, the truth is visible to us. False Identity means the name which you got there, the Caste creed, and name of gender as well. Every name and beliefs around it are false Identities. Let's meditate for the truth and walk into the Nirguna Gali of Kabira.

So guys

That's all for today, till next be happy Keep walking into the bliss and Nirguna. 

Perception and Expectation

Perception is the goggle, where expectation is the craving. Yes, that craving, which is responsible for the suffering and this suffering is not bad at all. Because, without suffering there is no pleasure, no bliss, no rest. They both are so deeply connected that we will be unable to get the touch of one without another or we can say both exists simultaneously. Also we can say there does not exist any line which can be said as the line of discrimination between these two. It means they are same in a way. In the same way there are good people, just and only because of the existence of bad people. They both are same at some point, because they are just the two aspects of same person. Goodness is the one face and badness is another, in other words they are both the faces of a single coin. But reality is that the coin is one and they both are the faces of that one coin. 

So does it mean, when there is truth then there must be the lie, and truth is another form or transformation of the lie. That's not the case because when we say truth, it is limitless and to get in opposition, another thing or fact will be in the requirement of space. But actuality is- there doesn't exist the lie because there is no space left for it. But if we want to give some word to it, then 'Mithya' is going to be perfect there. Also we have some views about the word and if we watch it more deeply we can find also Mithya doesn't exist it is just our darkness which is activating this word to come into the market. Life should have tendency to change and it has. Also it loves courage and people with more courage becomes capable of handling more and more. That's its beauty. People are responsible for their situations. Yes there happens discrimination, obviously nature discriminates but that discrimination only get the recognition as discrimination in our eyes and words but not for nature, also it is not. Nature never discriminate it only provide to him, who is capable of getting it and it also ask the person for getting that capability by providing him the hurdles. The hurdles which we watch as not so good things are the possibilities and chances for the human to become capable of that thing. If you are having more hurdles, then thank Nature for providing you the opportunities to get the capabilities. Here if we watch with the another eye, we developed some perception. Some perception towards Expectations and Hurdles. Now we don't take the hurdles as bad things but the opportunities. 

Before understanding more about the Expectations let's reflect its definition in our words and before going further I want to make one thing clear that this philosophy doesn't keep any of the supporting documents not it is been taken from any reliable source. The only reason for its genuinity should be your own logic if this fits into it then it's worth rely and if it's not then I will be happy by watching the reasons inside the complaint/comment/suggestion box.

So we were at expectations,

What are expectations?

It is the attractive force created due to blank seeming personality and objectivity. It means it completely depends upon the perception we have developed and the thought process we are having with ourselves. The large this blankness will  be, the large will be the amount of this Expectation. Expectation can be towards human, object, life, energy and so many other things. This large space starts creating suffering with its size and when it gets its fulfilment by the things which were expected then it increases its size and start demanding more. Now, there definitely come some point where there this demand becomes insane and now human witness the real suffering. So does it mean there should not expectation? No Actually expectations are beautiful. The problem is this suffering which erodes the human and make it fragile. So to eliminate the suffering from the very process we should get the touch of truth and truth is we are not expecting for ourselves because there is nothing which can be called as I. I doesn't exist individually and we were in existence for infinite and will be in existence for infinite just our appearance will be changed. We don't actually expect for ourselves we expect for this brain, this body and this emotion. Which we recognise as the self. If we get the real understanding of this self we get the suffering eliminated and there will be the existence of expectation and without any suffering. 

So guys this is all for today

till next, be happy keep learning.

RunanBandha

 What we see? What we do? what we perceive and how is it decides your destiny? are connected in some way. Is not it? Your mental pattern is very good expressed in your behaviour. Life is joyful or not? It does not depends upon the facilities and faculties you have but the inspirations and influence you got. Further it also depends upon the container, the container of your consciousness, whether it is vicious or it is sweet. Whether it has the ability to transform every poison into marathus (Amruta) or it is compelled to transform it into the poison itself. This container might also be inspired by the inspirations and influences. Container is the mind itself. What thoughts are going on inside are responsible for the change. 

Connecting with this, life is the manifestation of what you think, percieve and believe ultimately. You are the reflection of yourself in very deep meainings. If we believe in the law of Karma than definitely we can say that there is no one interfering with you, you are the creater and destroyer of your destiny. Runanbandha is the beautiful word described in the texts and that might sound great when we get the meanings of it.

See, we all are some concentration and frequency of the energy itself. Range of frequency is going to decide our reality and the very concentration of energy is going to dicide the mass of your body. Since, energy is magnetic in nature hence we all have some magnetic field and this field has the vibration of its own. This vibration is going to decide the sound of your personality and this might also be called as our Aura. So our Aura is thing which is mainly responsible for our good as well as bad personality. So this magnetic field itself attract some light or some energy of its own and when we come in contact with some person we may feel of that. When we touch some one we get some of his/her energy in contact with us and this affects the very concentration and frequency of this energy, which we had described as Aura and impacts our personality. 

Then what is the reason that we don't want to talk to more people and want to stay out of dilemma? 

The reason might be the fragility, laziness, ego or self esteem and expectations. We are mostly get hurt when we have the most superior expectatatoins and they don't get fulfilled by the time. We are always weaker in recognizing the people, so the only person who live truly happy is the person who does not expect anything from the people. Also we should never completely depend upon any human, it might affect you for longer period, but I am only talking about the possiblity and reality may vary with the time and the conditions. But they are Psychological reasons. is there any Spiritual reason behind this? Introspecting myself, when I am ignored by people, I always find it right and when my expectations are unfulfilled by the people, the only thought which comes to my mind is, Why did I choose to rely upon human and not on my Calibre. In what time, who is feeling what, cannot be described us as human can be so much better in his acting and we may be compelled to think that  we are not generating the misery for the person. But most of the times it's not actually the moment of misery and we make it. How? Our life's reality is connected with the reality of our internal, we learned about the internal and external environment and also we learnt about the Space of internal as well as external. That also imlied that the space is always clean, clear and beautiful. This is we, who are responsible for making it filthy. But alternate is also a possiblity by making it beautiful. It's your garden and it's your choice. You can either grow flowers or the thrones. The choice is yours. Even krishna said, I don't choose the people but People choose me and here Krishna was not talking as a human but as a condition and situation and that were the perfect impersonification of human being into the situations. But that were not related to Runanabandha. Actually by trying to find the spritual meanings to this change, we were trying to enhance the possibilty and something deeper into the lake of consciousness with the possibiity for more deeper understanding of the situation. this is joy, yes this is joy when life gift and gifts with joyful hands, when there is no need to struggle, when there is no need to work hard. Everything is in the flow and this hard is also the part of this flow. 

So we were trying to recognize the connection between the Internal and external environment and their reflection in this very life. Which is moslty seen into the behaviours actions and many more aspects of this life. See space is clear, whether it is outer or inner. We are responsible for making it beautiful and filthy. Flowers meant the feeling of love, care and the wisdom. Where the throne means the feeling of guilt, darkness, hate, jealousy and anger. The more there will be the presence of these articles the more there will be the presence of related smell. So now, I am feeling very very sleepy guys. Lets talk in another one, till next be happy, keep learning. 

Purpose and Creation

 

Hi seekers, Hope this blog find you well. So today's reflection will be on our purpose and how our life is in allignment with this very term.

So we all must be aware of this and this is some thing we all have. Either short term or long term. Short term purpose are mainly described as goals and these goal may be in combined form, lead to the purpose. But one thing is sure that our whole focus is the dependant variable of this. The more we will be clear of this, the more will there be the possibility for sharp focus. Our all dimensions of energy will be engaged in making it reality. But existence of purpose is the requirement and to fulfil this purpose, the requirement for the goals is also there. The goal also have some minute goals that may be called as little capsules and the more capsules you will eat the near you will be to the goal and the more you will be near to the goal the more you will be near to the purpose. 

So this is the maths of making a expectation into the reality. Have Purpose first, then find the mini goals that are aligned with the purpose and then there will be the requirement of capsules that are needed to consumed. 

We already have formula for the manifestation

1. Concise Positive Words, 2. Clear Visualization and the 3. Corresponding feeling.

But we are there to look a little bit deeper into the reality and to have a macroscopic view of this life. For sure I don't have words now literally I am trying to get the new clothes of words for my whole understanding. Also try for enhance of this understanding is also there. Let's reflect the life. So we are born with no purpose and blank sheet, where the society and parents were responsible to write. After a little we get somethng new to work. 

In my case I got the value of Identity from my Grandmother as well as my father. So this value of Identity deepened from time to time. It was sometimes like ego, too. But the good thing about it is that it catches and put you to the struggle that you grow in the dimension you are putted in. In my childhood my cousin came to my house, he used to sculpt the sculptures of God and Goddess of Indian temples, hence his understanding of Art was much deeper or I can say his Spatial ability was more than an ordinary person. He drawn a half face in my workbook and asked me to draw the half more. Now I drawn the half with very childlike art. But that was satisfactory to me, now I can say that was the seed of Art in me and now I found clarity with more and more practice. I got to dive into the Art and It started becoming magic for the people. With time it grew, but time putted any other requirement against me and instead of paintbrush and canvas I decided to pick the books that may lead me to the Government job. Because Government job was the only option which seem something relevant for a little earning to me. Also I get this but my hunger for more better designation become stronger and now when I leave the very process of getting closer to my dream job, its something like guilt for me. That is what happened in respect of the goal and mini goal. My unconsciousness in this respect may be the reason that what was I pursuing for and where I am going now. But good thing that I tried to do is, to dive deeper in everything. When we would be able to look the progress we win half of war. Because when we look some growth it leads to the motivation and motivation is responsible for the manifestation of goal. 

Now after the start when we become half of our age, we look back and also look where we stand. Some people don't even stop and look back, but keep on moving. Now we find the relevant things of our life. Happiest person in this world is one who set his purpose keeping in mind the end of life as well and limited tenure of this life. Sadhguru has set this purpose to the infinite, so that he can die with the process and not the empty. Sadhguru might be known of the reality that one who is working in some direction is making his life meaningful. Now at end when we are near death and we look our life back. We get the whole life in front of us.

That's all for today.

Thanks for reading this.

Meditative Walk 2.0

 

Last blog might be the foundation for most and for most it might be the trigger of their arising of questions. The questions related to the things. Both are good, either you are eager to know or foundation has placed in you. When we become able to understand how the mind works, we become capable of holding the more amount of information or we can say we need not hold any information, just we train our intelligence in a way that we reach the information any how and the speed with which we reach the information is the sharpness of intelligence, I think. Meditative walk is just the practice which will be helpful in sharpening this very intelligence. Do you know, when we are in deep sleep, still our intelligence functions and functions in our favour always? The dreams might be followed by our ideology and thinking patterns but our intelligence functions according to our choice. Here if we look, we are not the intelligence and nor the situations. So who are we, where this all organs including mind being controlled from? Question is as deep as the bottomless pit. Is not it? Obviously yes. Here we are not to present the Philosophy today, but the experience and the doer of this experience. As I am writing and thinking too, both of these acts are happening simultaneously and this happening of two acts together is somewhere connected otherwise there would be a shift of consciousness and this shift could take your focus and quality away. So intelligence is something different from the memory and also from the physical entity, its something like strong energy. Now we reach, intelligence as energy and if we look a little bit earlier in our understandings we found that everything is the energy rounding its various phases in the space which is eternal. Energy vibrates at certain frequency is the reality in other way. This reality which we see, touch, feel and sense from these sensory organs. Sometime we said this life is the manifestation of where your very awareness goes and how deeply it goes. We are mortals, Right. Hence we are to die. Hence whatever we are running for is meaningless until its in the direction of getting truth. So what is truth? Again question came, and its very much relevant to the meditative state. Truth is not just written words, which we see with our eyes, nor it is the spoken entity/dialogues which we listen with our ears. It is more. Yes it is more and more than just this. Most of the times when we see some item, we read some book or we listen something, we found a deep sense of fulfilment. The fulfilment which was required to be done. But we were unable to find words for it. Because this face of truth can't be there in words. Yes, transformation is the possibility and transformation will be there after a long work. But when you sense the truth in its original form, there will be satisfaction and fulfilment for sure. For me, when I write I become able to visualise the reality in virtual way and after finishing writing I feel uplifted and same is the case with my Art. This can happen with a singer, a poet, a dancer and anybody who perform some creative work. Now, every work can be designed in a creative way, just we need to understand the very path and path becomes the possibility when we ready to walk. Walking is also a great way. Meditative walk is essential as its title because this whole life is a walk where our ultimate goal is the death, whatever we do in between is the life and its phases. They should be tend to changing and change should be there otherwise it will be steady boring state. I don't say being in one profession, place, relationship cannot be change. Change is there and no matter how do you get into but there comes more and more depth to it. You just need to know the walking of yours. Being meditative is something related to that. Most of the time we force our intelligence to function according to the requirement of the time, but it tend to listen mind. Here comes the role of meditative walk, we should dive and dive in such a manner that every dimention of it will open up and flourish its possibilities there. Good and bad things about it are, possibilities are limitless there and we are able to sync all of these but our consciousness is limited with time. Constraint is the time. We are to leave this whole cosmos, I might modify my words by our consciousness and its limitations will blast and they are going to sync with the whole. There will be no difference in the whole. 

That's all for today, till next be happy and keep learning.

Suffering and its reason 3

 Last two blogs were the reflection on four hurdles of human. They were Kama, Krodha, Lobha, Moha. So continuing from the last blog, we are now at Irshya I.e. the Jealous. Let's Understand it a little, why it happens? Is it okay to have the Jealousy? Should we cope over it? All the questions will be answered once we understand the very essense of this feeling. So, suppose you love someone or you like that one in a real sense. Now, that person to whom you love loves another one and you become the jealous of the person to whom that person loves. Now it is not the fault of that one that this person whom you love, loves that person. But definitely the feeling arises and it becomes severe with the passage of time. When we look with the scientific perspective or perspective of a monk. Every feeling is emotion and emotion is energy, it means when we say, I'm jealous of that person it means, we are transforming the flow of energy in something called as jealousy and you must also have seen some time that this jealousy transforms completely into the love or care when you get to know about other facts. So ultimately it is the energy. Transformation is something which is something to understand about. Several segregation of harmones may be reponsible for this reaction of human, but reaction happens. Also it has the ability to imbalance you and it can deflect your decisions too. Because when I look in my matter with this feeling, I feel not something good about both of the people, it may be the result of my environment, my inspirations which I have got from this world or any other external or internal factor. 

So, in simple words Irshya is the purest transformation of energy in the poison. This poison, which you drink and expect someone else to die or harm. But good thing is this poison can be transformed into the nectar. The process initiates from the meditation and ends with the meditation. 

Last and most supreme hurdle is ''Ego'' which people don't understand in their whole life so understanding draws basics of building from childhood, when we were unaware of everything. The purest form of clear sheet and pencil is in the hands of society and parents but the bias nature of paper I.e. the already digged lines are your genes or past Karma. Your recognition of things transforms into some type of Identity and this Identity starts growing with the time. Another name which I should give to the very identity is the Ego and just because we are understanding it in a different way, we won't be able to understand it in our whole life. We are trying to watch the eternal with mortal eyes and this is not the way out. So what should be done what is the another eye? Had you ever listened about the third eye, the eternal eye. Offcourse you must have listened about it. So the third eye is the eye of our consciousness, the real sense which is the basis of all the senses. This is the light and the source both itself. Am I talking about the Turiya? It may be the usage of this word. False recognition and hankering of this Identity is the Ego if I am right. Then can we be free from this ego? Obviously yes and the only way to be free from it is the synchronisation and hold on the watch. How long your watchfulness is, is going to define your clarity of that moment and how deep is your sense of interest is, is going to define your level or the depth of your understanding as well as knowledge. Where you don't require any gathering of this knowledge if you are keen enough in making sure watchfulness and the interest in every watch, ultimately you will be free from this false identity and the ego. 

guys thats all for today

till next be happy keep learning.

Suffering and its reason 2

 In the first part of this article we found the essense of Buddhist four noble truths where this time we are going to explore the talk, which was going about the embodiment of dvine as human and hurdles which stop the path in between. We discussed a little about the Kama.

         Next is the Krodha, agression in another words. Why does it appear and should it be blocked. For one thing I am very sure, if you are thinking these defilements as actual defilements and trying to force yourself to not to do these. You are going against the nature but when you will be at that level of understanding where you are going to find all these things as waste, then you will have no need to stop these reactions of you. Yes, they are reactions, the very reactions of actions which had taken place before them. One more fact is these are not my words these are the words of Osho and I agree with him there. 

So agression is also the reaction of you, the reason is again this ego, the Identity of you and its size. I found very little agression when I was a small boy with small identity and there I was completely away from the thing called as anger.  I don't say there was no Krodha there but its trigger was not a easy thing to get. Now its trigger is on the top. No one need to find it. It is something related to the expectation and expectations not of you but of your ego. Suppose you are a simple boy or girl, no one pay any attention to you, for now it's okay but when you become the head of some Department or go to any deemed post. Here you will expect everyone to respect you and suppose here in this scenario, a person far lower to you designation wise, doesn't even look at you. This time you are going to have a level of flow in your body and this flow is called the Krodha, but when you know you should not do Krodha then this Krodha is going to change in grief but in something for sure. Because energy has started its path and it can only be transformed but not destroyed. The only solution is this flow should not appear and your mental peace is going to remain the same. Hence the Krodha is there and hence its reason, then its cessation and finally the way of its cessation. So we reached at its recognition and cause. Now, we have to understand the availability of its cessation and finally the way that lead to its cessation. Watching the Buddha we can estimate the possibility that there is no agression in any way at his face. Now what was the way, what was the reason. The reason may be his enlightenment and wisdom which he acquired in the left life as a monk. He has gone through the all ways without actual went of his. He has understood the relevancy of this very feeling by looking at its core. 

This was a little about the Krodha. 

         Now let's look 'Lobh' Lobh is also the Laalach and when you are greedy of having more. Is it defilement? What do you think? It doesn't harm anybody else still is it the defilement? Yes, this is. Because it harms you and your consciousness also snatches your time and mental peace. So why is important to have mental peace is, because when our 'Chitta' will be a peaceful place then we will be able to get the vision of that thorn which is lying inside this lake of mind. 

        Moha is the attachment and also the reason for another type of pain. Everything which was never been connected and now it is connected, the possibility that it can be broken is always there and hence the possibility of pain. This could not be the defilement but when it is understood wrongly then it is the defilement. When you recognise some particular identity as yours and doesn't care about the another. Then this is the wrong recognition and true recognition can be brought by the wisdom and clarity of consciousness.

Guys we understood about two more hurdles and left will be done with the upcoming blog.

till next be happy keep learning.

Suffering and its reason

 

Pain and pleasure are the states which happen with human in many ways and at many circumstances. We understood a little about the pain, also about the pleasure. Beside having the flow of some fluids in our body they also depend upon the recognition of human and hence the results of our own circumstances as well as inspirations. Pain is mainly of two type as we know. One is our physical pain, which is the result of some damage or cut to our body. Another is the mental pain which is the actual suffering and Buddha in his whole philosophy describes about this pain and call it the suffering. So before proceeding further let's reflect the four noble truths of Buddha 

1st, Yes this world is the home of suffering, because the possibility to have damage to our body depends upon its size and similarly damage to our mental peace depends upon the size of our ego. The size of ego is the main reason that people lose their lives by suicide as they feel it so heavy that they could not hold it any more and without any identity human can not even survive and this very identity is the ego itself. 

2nd, If there is suffering than there must be some reason or cause to this suffering.

3rd if there is suffering than there must be end of this suffering.

4th, if there is the end then there must be some way or path that lead to the end of this suffering.

So if we are clear, what is suffering, than only we will be able to reach at the cessation of it.

kama, Krodh, Lobha, Moha, Irshya, Ahamkaar are the main things which are the poisons as per the scriptures and according to them if they will be removed from a human. This human will be the actual embodiment of that divine. How much is it true and how much is it false? This question should always be answered by our intuition. The whole life when we tend it towards the meditation it becomes divine in its own. So before going further let's understand each of these terms one by one.

First what should be the divine experience; divine means overflow, in my understanding. The overflow of love, wisdom, care and every type of positive feeling that a human can experience while being human. The person who only shares the wisdom, love, care and solutions,

Once a person came to Buddha and at that instant he just spat on his face. Buddha cleaned his face and in peace opened his eyes. At that instant Ananda became very angry and sought the permission of Buddha to hit that stupid but Buddha didn't permitted and he understood the words which were expressed through his action despite from mouth. It was the clear indication that He doesn't love Buddha rather he hate him. The reason may be difference of ideology but when Buddha asked him about his situation than he felt satisfied from each of his single word. Than that hate transformed into the love and respect. Similar is the case with us, we all experience many types of happenings but all of those don't express the same experiences, rather diversity of happenings define their own experiences, but the type may be the same. So a Buddha never use anyone else but if it is the requirement of him too, than it may be exchanged. So this divine experience will be there only when we will be able to have the complete access of this body and the mind. 

I know we did not completely understood about  the divine experience but just a little foundation was been settled there, actually it's good first to set the foundation so that the building can stand over it. 

Let's understand about the so called poison which are natural actually but we don't even want the natural poisons:

 Kama: We understood this from the story of Mahadeva where the very divine identity was meditating and suddenly Kama attacked on his heart with an arrow then Shiva opened his eye and burnt that Kama in that instant. This story can be seen from many aspects, the best aspect to look this is Kama was the natural force which was trying to enable Shiva for sexual activity or the nature was trying to reproduce as per its rule. But Shiva opened his third eye and burnt Kama means he understood the very beginning of that feeling where is it getting it's birth from. Kama was the strong feeling and good thing is it doesn't come on its own. It wants some trigger to activate the very process and when it is very srong than even a single and most little trigger can activate this. The possibility goes down in the state of meditation as at that time we are aware what is going to happen and what this thought will be resulted in. That's why some Buddhist always laughed so much because they had made it as a reminder to be in touch with the meditation. Kama is mainly defined as the sexual attraction of our physique towards these types of activities.

Guys that's all for today we will dive better in the next blog so till next be happy keep learning.

Travelling with Meditation

Before I begin let's reflect the truth that we are mortals and whatever we are gaining with this hardwork, this all is going to be slipped out of our hands, mostly religious text says this world as Mithya. Then what is the truth and what we should pursue? This life itself becomes meaningless when we find that this doesn't actually belong to us. What is life? and what is living? 

The whole cosmos becomes the question mark. When this happens, Osho says this is the starting of actual journey of ours. So here we will try to shed a little light in this infinite darkness. Yes, this is the infinite darkness and this is a never ending darkness. The only way to escape this darkness is to become the light itself. But that doesn't mean the disappearance of the darkness of the whole but little and being capable of watching at least the forward scene. 

So what is happiness and what is sorrow? 

Osho says, when you are in complete presence and you feel and experience the moment than you find the real essence of this moment. Whether it was a moment of happiness or the moment of sorrow. It continues in this way that only in the complete presence you are able to determine that the experience was bad or good. What does it mean by being in the complete presence? whose presence? we are already there. Actually when we experience any moment we feel the moment we may be there physically but there is another things which is called as chitta in yogic culture and consciousness in english. By being in complete presence, we may mean doing the experience of that moment with the complete consciousness and when we are with our complete consciousness with no dimention of this consciousness away, we get the essence. Here the idea of sorrow and joy disappears and only the idea of relevance as well as irrelevance left. Momentary pleasure may lead to the disappointment to the common people but people with vast understanding understand this and know the depths of it. Then only they decide the relevancy as well as irrelevancy of that thing or experience.

Travelling with meditation is the ultimate name given to the very path of this life. Where, we are travelling towards the death and here in this path we are doing all these items to get ourselves engaged and when we do not have the enough potential to know the truth then we draw our own truth but this made truth is always fade against the actual truth. 

 What is then the actual truth? This may be the question which made Siddhartha as Buddha himself. Normal person which has transformed in the Buddha the enlightened one and who became the  famous preacher of his truth. The ultimate. So asking ourselves, what is the truth? Understanding this in our own level of understanding, truth is the something like transparent and which make you relax. Which provides  you the deep relaxation in your soul.

For example, when I say my fingers are typing and then I found that I am not my fingers further nor my mind nor consciousness and finally I find myself as nothing and still can not deny the existence. So it can be truth that we are nothing and ultimately the whole existence. We don't know whether this every molecule has the consciousness of its own or not. It may be, but we are not actually completely sure. If it would be then I will say myself as the pure Brahma, who never born and never dies and who was there always, will be there always. But if this whole game of consciousness is just the pure game of reactions between the molecules than I will say I never existed and every type of this game is purely mithya. This game of understanding actually fluctuates between and when we are very sure, when there will be no fluctuation then it will be the existence of truth.

so guys thats all for today 

till next be happy keep learning.