Human Endeavour and Attainment

 I was born in 1998 and now if I look back and then compare my life with anothers, sometimes it becomes brighter and some times it is darker. When I look to the people who achieved more than mine, I went to the darks and when there is a look of downward it's a pleasant feeling that I've reached the stage mostly aspiring for.

We as human beings reflect our success in terms of 1. Information and intelligence, 2. Money we are having, 3. the power we are having and 4. Ultimately the reflection of these three I.e. the Lifestyle.

Human is made up of Heap of Soil and the programming of energy in a way that tends to infinite in its intelligence and capable of holding the infinite Knowledge and the Power too. Yes, there is no limit to human capabilities. Most of the times it happens that we are doing useless and continuously wasting our times and we are being unable to find any alternate and just going in and in and in. That time we are in the inertia, the natural programming that is the programming of this whole and which becomes your programming hence you becomes so fragile that you lost your sense of Identity itself and hence it hurts. Also there is nothing wrong in this phenomenon this phenomenon is the most beautiful phenomenon actually. Just because we lose the control of our organs the sensory organs and find them in automatic mode. Being true, it is not actually the auto pilot it's controlled by you and actually not controlled by you it's accented by you. Because nothing happens without the accent of yours, in your body and with your body at least. It is because this pleasure make you so fragile that you bend your knees against it. 

I said there is nothing wrong and actually there is nothing wrong in this. Just because it is the life itself which make you watchful of this phenomenon wrong is when you lost yourself and this is a impossible thing because you can never lose yourself, if you lose yourself then what's left?

So, what should be done this time?

It is less energy time for your body as well as brain, so now when we try to wake up by force that might not be as super as usual. Ultimate solution is just watch, be watchful, as deeper as you can watch just watch. Ultimately the wrong is going to wipe away. It might attract the reflection of your ultimate grasp and your knowledge which is continuously bending your intelligence. Also there might be another reasons for this dullness I.e. unresolved thoughts and emotions from which we are continuously trying to run and they are becoming mightier in our consciousness. The only solution which we know is the awareness and the face. We have to face and understand it from every dimension to be free from this actually we never become free from anything and just get to know that it is not good to be bound and hence the grip loosens. 

Ultimately the only medicine as suggested by the Osho is Meditative state and Meditation which is not actually the performance of any specific time but it can be performed every time and when we lose this quality we start losing our Identity and Ultimately the pain happens. Watch carefully and behave accordingly. Work for the betterment and ultimately the best will be yours.