Wednesday, October 12, 2022

Consciousness of being conscious


 A lot of writings, a lot of work and a lot of understanding. Still this question is a question, "the Consciousness?". What mark should I put there? this too is again a question. The question of every question the depth of every understanding cause of every action, the reason of every reason, the power behind every power and the faith behind every faith. Consciousness is always taking the everything. 

Vedanta said, "it is the brahman, it is the ultimate, still no feeling, no answer, or no question actually. I know the question is actually the answer, but here I don't know the question itself, and hence this misery as well as conflict. Should I leave this, should I dive in this world and leave every type of craving as craving. Which had already caused a lot of misery and still creating the conflicts. If I leave, still this doesn't leave me a want some solution. Going with Buddha, Mahavira, Krishna might give you the way, they walked upon but they can't provide the feets. For sure we are to walk and better it is that we find our way on our own. We should have the qualities but these qualitties should not ingrained in us, as we are all different with different set of qualities and hence the different understanding with different consciousness. Sadhguru provided some way at least to have the essence of this and said our life is not actually different these are we the people who discriminate the air of different bubbles and when the bubble is no longer there the discrimination is going to lost in very mini second itself. Means everything borns out of same essence and lost in the same. The creator is the destroyer itself, making is engrained in this breakage and birth is very much meaningful with the death. Hopelessness and falling into the bottomless pit cannot be said as same as there is very essential difference in both of these. Hopelessness is the lack of capability and courage which are the bi products of consciousness combined with the energy flow. The pain you take in the very process is responsible for the power, which is hankering in your shoulders. Another thing is falling into the bottomless pit is something being lost in this very cosmos and without any fear, as there is no bottom hence there is no fear of getting hit by the bottom. When you'd watched the peaks of power, pleasure, joy, masculinity, feminine, misery, cruelty, insult, pride, ego, purity etc then comes this essence that yes there is no meaning in all this and after watching this all drama human goes to be an ascetic the true ascetic. One who is capable of moving this earth, the whole universe is actually one who is capable of holding the main essence that their is no essence. I think than their remains the pure consciousness the the watchfulness remains and all the meanings behind this watchfulness goes away. When I watch something, definitely there are a lot of meanings in watching the very object, the listening to every speech and feeling of every moment. But when the stage comes that the meanings are meaningless itself then comes this state of being pure, this state is defined by the  Buddha as Nirvana. When there is nothing left to do. The purest of pure, the most blissful stage. India had the experiments where the people got the stage and may be in other countries but I mostly knows of these people. Art of artist, the song of singer when these start making you blissful then it might means that they have got the one dimension of this stage. But how many dimensions should be there of reaching this stage? Don't ask the question that why should we go to this stage. Because I'm gonna answer this and answer is because every craving, every question is going to be answered after reaching this.

So all the very best for your Vippassana Hope we reach the most meaningfulness that every meaning lose itself. 

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