Realisation

 Innocence, cleverness, smartness, wisdom, bitterness, humour, heath etc. Everything related to human in some way. Isn't it? And human is made of energy, emotions, consciousness and programming of this consciousness. Mostly we are responsible for making our qualities. We see the types of people. Some are quiet, some are very talkative, some are stupid and some are wise. A person who is stupid, suffers more than average, it evaporates his anger and lead to more stupid decisions. Yes, in anger we are not as aware as average. Whenever we are in anger a constant blow of energy happens which takes our awareness away with it. 

Why does anger erupt? Is it relevant to have anger? 

Do you know, only powerful people are tentative to have anger. Weaker one doesn't shows anger. Does it mean that one doesn't owe it? What is tgr thing responsible? Human also have one more thing and that is the 'Ego'. When your ego is large enough you're hurted by very minute action of some stupid person. Ego is Identity there, the identity which you either have or you are trying to have. Or thinking that you deserve that one identity and respect. When desire doesn't get fulfilled it creates the space and this space not so comfortable at all. Hence we try to cover this space by explosion. This explosion is anger I think. It is relevant or not that is a different thing another thing which is more relevant than this question is that why I'm trying to explain the anger why this topic appeared in the way and why did I chose this to explain? 

Why I'm sparkling the questions? Here comes the role of understanding of functioning of human consciousness, human mind its nature and behaviour. Mostly people are reflected by their desires, aspirations. Knowingly or unknowingly anyway. But hidden is something which is making you act this way, that is your aspiration. When we become capable of knowing this aspiration we are at a good stage of Meditation and when we remain still and silent this time we are trying to know the aspiration. So how does these aspirations get their home in you, your acts. It might be due to inspirations which we get unknowingly. Yes, we get the inspirations unknowingly. If a child is kept away from a single luxury he won't think of it in his entire life nor he will try to get it, because he is unaware of that thing. If he invent it, that is a different thing but if it doesn't happen he is not going to aspire fir it and hence his every action will not reflect the requirement of that luxury. By birth we start watching this universe, we see the luxuries, pain pleasures and so many things. Some of things get their identification as sin right from our childhood and hence we don't even think of that thing. We mostly aspire for the things which get their identification as good right from our childhood and that lifestyle become ought self and that distance from that ought self becomes the guilt itself. One thing is clear from the laws of nature that whatever we aspire constantly we get. But we mostly left the aspiration in way because of momentary nature of our mind. It gets attachment to the non realistic things and starts its manifestation again from the very begining and this circle runs, hence manifestation becomes weaker by time. Energy is magnetic in nature and mind is the thing to understand the relevancy of the acts is what, which is going to give meanings to your life. Mine too. I'm writing so that I can watch. Actually I'm not writing I'm watching, I'm practicing the watchfulness and hence the clarity is going to follow me. Who am I?

Why I need clarification?

Why am I continuously trying to get the wisdom?