Forgetfulness

 We try to learn, to memorize so that everything can be there at a single call. But something is there which is working behind and cleaning the older memories. Also there are some memories which continues to be there for life and some are for a very little time that we gave to recall it every single second to memorize it. Do you remember, I'd told a story to get the understanding of Unresolved thoughts and emotions. It was about coins and teacher's cruelty. Which made a permanent place in the memory of victim and whenever it triggered, the scenes were crystal clear in front of him. So why it happens that what we want to memorize takes much more time to get even into the understandings and then it goes to memory and most of the things which are irrelevant and make us unpleasant remains on the desktop even we don't want them to.

We should understand both by diving into the examples itself so when I was juvenile there are a lot of wrong act which I've done, but one of the most cruel act was to engage Sexually with some one I shouldn't. When I got the understanding that it was a Sin Which I had created in that time   I started cursing myself for doing so. I became just like broken when this moment appeared in my consciousness and take a huge amount of energy which left me fragile and like a zombie. This moment I never wanted to remember and was just trying to forget. Still it was becoming more and more clear and in front of me, the faster I was trying to run the more faster it was  following me. Gradually I understood by the practice of meditation that my awareness was giving more attention to the scene because in my information and belief system it was a epic moment. The more energy was being used there.  But why it was concentrating there? This might be from the understanding of where the awareness goes energy flows and hence energy was being concentrated there. More energy made its way and hence this way became a permanent memory in the space of consciousness.

Again if we try to read the book of our syllabus it's information doesn't stick to your head until you revise it for three to four times. What's the matter, I think matter is again related to the way of energy running behind the awareness, since energy is magnetic in nature it takes our awareness on the ways where it goes, and goes on the ways which are made by continuous travel of energy. 

So what is the solution?

Solution is this awareness itself. We have to be meditative there and watch where our awareness is going and by using our will power we will have to stop it in the way. We should make the ways according to the betterment of ourself and not just for our pleasure. This making of ways is called the habit in physical world. Hence we will have to shift our habits by using the will power but never should be in control to them. 

Was it about Forgetfulness?

Yes it was, but in opposite look. Forgetfulness is defined as the trait of human mind which is responsible for cleaning its old memory and there is nothing wrong in this. This is fantastic actually. Suppose you never forget anything then every thought and emotion will be trigger for another thought and emotion which is again going to take your energy and hence it will be most difficult to recall the relevant thing and put the waste aside. Your mind will be super big and will be responsible for 90 percent usage of your complete energy. To get the actual relevant thing into the consciousness we should revise it more and keep awareness on the relevant and meaningful thoughts. 

In Peace 

Das Rahul