Should I start with a phrase? whatsoever-
This blog is going to be a reflection of my new journey and don't hesitate about my self centred blogging people. Because I can express myself in a better way and I can only make you walk through me and no other way. So guys this is the journey of Ismailabad and there of Govt. College Chammu Kalan, my first impression in Govt services. The day started with late reaching to the station and with my cousin. I remember I was finding the way, the way of that building Which can be seen but way doesn't seem nearby. Whatever after a harsh disbelief of Google map services we turned from the fields and reached to the workplace. The faces were more than innocent and looking for some words which were expected from my mouth. I demanded some water and got it. College was not actually like a College. My chair was shown and also my PC but not my work. Perhaps that might be for tomorrow. Now we have to found way to KKR as there my bus use to live. This gone for a month and I kept travelling from Kurukshetra to College daily with Ajay. Never been dissatisfied, never demanded any comfort, the person served selflessly. I'm really shock this type of person is still there somewhere. Whatever, now I thought it's time to stay nearby and with least amount of demands. I found a room where the stay is possible. Days passed, still I was unaware of my duties, responsibilities and capabilities. I left it to the nature and nature rewarded me penalty for not doing my job. Now nature made me realised about knowing the duties is also a duty. No one is going to make you remember about your responsibilities. Days started passing with burden and slumber started decreasing. Time passed passed and passed my weight gone to 52KGs and it was a figure of sleek girl. I was almost feeling it impossible to handle all this stuff and ultimately the scoldings of Principal. But good thing was that sir always made me realised about my strength and that's the moment after that scolding. Whatever I tolerated. Staff changed, some gone some came. Principal sir retired and Sunil ma'am incubated on the chair of Principal. What a dynamic Principal and strong decision making. She made me more and more miserable because her decisions were completely ignoring the conditions a person is having. Whatever the middle path arrived and it started going smoothly. The Good thing about her was, she was super clear about her decisions and also as a dictator she was taking Institution's welfare as a priority and that's the reason I like her despite her dictatorship. Sunil ma'am was followed by Savita ma'am, humanity is the superior entity and person's conditions are responsible for the weight of responsibilities. Her theory was simple. Institution's growth is also possible with humanity and her style of working was just like a team. Instead of watching herself as Principal, She always looked herself as colleague where there is no issue if She could do someone else' work in his or her absence. But human has a tendency and that might be called as laziness and being caught to irresponsibility very fastly. So I think we started expecting more from her and her this light behavior started becoming burden over her. Sometime that bursted and sometime ma'am was able to assemble herself and control over that but that was a control and not the actuality. I mostly preferred watching than acting and being inside the scene. Because that's the best thing which I could do. Office started taking its pace again and now my destiny wanted something else. The whole result revised new Department new place of working, new people, new conflicts, and new opportunities. Everything was so much to teach me there. I never thought about it but some attachments remained there I don't know how do they remained but that was the sweetest moment of my life. I was having some attention of them. I never expected this as I never done anything to get that but that happened and made me affectionate. Journey was small but it had very large ups and very deep downs that they activated my goosebumps and fastened my heartbeat as well as stopped it. If I conclude this journey dimensions changed sharply and perceptions too. Nature's love and crush both were there. I fell also I grown.
Understanding maturity boosted and made me capable of handling any Office.
I've just described about the journey but what about the Nirgun Galliyan. So to understand this Let's reflect a truth
Walk into the water, but don't allow the water to touch your feet.
Be in the world but don't allow the world to be in you.
And here world not just gone inside but also became the member of my consciousness which might take time to get back to the actual. New members for the heart arrived with my best wishes. Nirgun Galliyan doesn't mean the ways where there is no Guna or qualities but the actuality and watching the world as it is by discarding all the identities given by this world. This is something similar to the Vipassana where we become super clean with respect to our awareness. Hence the truth will be there because it was always there, it was just hidden behind the curtains of false identities of this world. When we remove this curtains, the truth is visible to us. False Identity means the name which you got there, the Caste creed, and name of gender as well. Every name and beliefs around it are false Identities. Let's meditate for the truth and walk into the Nirguna Gali of Kabira.
So guys
That's all for today, till next be happy Keep walking into the bliss and Nirguna.
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