Human Endeavour and Attainment

 I was born in 1998 and now if I look back and then compare my life with anothers, sometimes it becomes brighter and some times it is darker. When I look to the people who achieved more than mine, I went to the darks and when there is a look of downward it's a pleasant feeling that I've reached the stage mostly aspiring for.

We as human beings reflect our success in terms of 1. Information and intelligence, 2. Money we are having, 3. the power we are having and 4. Ultimately the reflection of these three I.e. the Lifestyle.

Human is made up of Heap of Soil and the programming of energy in a way that tends to infinite in its intelligence and capable of holding the infinite Knowledge and the Power too. Yes, there is no limit to human capabilities. Most of the times it happens that we are doing useless and continuously wasting our times and we are being unable to find any alternate and just going in and in and in. That time we are in the inertia, the natural programming that is the programming of this whole and which becomes your programming hence you becomes so fragile that you lost your sense of Identity itself and hence it hurts. Also there is nothing wrong in this phenomenon this phenomenon is the most beautiful phenomenon actually. Just because we lose the control of our organs the sensory organs and find them in automatic mode. Being true, it is not actually the auto pilot it's controlled by you and actually not controlled by you it's accented by you. Because nothing happens without the accent of yours, in your body and with your body at least. It is because this pleasure make you so fragile that you bend your knees against it. 

I said there is nothing wrong and actually there is nothing wrong in this. Just because it is the life itself which make you watchful of this phenomenon wrong is when you lost yourself and this is a impossible thing because you can never lose yourself, if you lose yourself then what's left?

So, what should be done this time?

It is less energy time for your body as well as brain, so now when we try to wake up by force that might not be as super as usual. Ultimate solution is just watch, be watchful, as deeper as you can watch just watch. Ultimately the wrong is going to wipe away. It might attract the reflection of your ultimate grasp and your knowledge which is continuously bending your intelligence. Also there might be another reasons for this dullness I.e. unresolved thoughts and emotions from which we are continuously trying to run and they are becoming mightier in our consciousness. The only solution which we know is the awareness and the face. We have to face and understand it from every dimension to be free from this actually we never become free from anything and just get to know that it is not good to be bound and hence the grip loosens. 

Ultimately the only medicine as suggested by the Osho is Meditative state and Meditation which is not actually the performance of any specific time but it can be performed every time and when we lose this quality we start losing our Identity and Ultimately the pain happens. Watch carefully and behave accordingly. Work for the betterment and ultimately the best will be yours.

Consciousness of being conscious

 A lot of writings, a lot of work and a lot of understanding. Still this question is a question, "the Consciousness?". What mark should I put there? this too is again a question. The question of every question the depth of every understanding cause of every action, the reason of every reason, the power behind every power and the faith behind every faith. Consciousness is always taking the everything. 

Vedanta said, "it is the brahman, it is the ultimate, still no feeling, no answer, or no question actually. I know the question is actually the answer, but here I don't know the question itself, and hence this misery as well as conflict. Should I leave this, should I dive in this world and leave every type of craving as craving. Which had already caused a lot of misery and still creating the conflicts. If I leave, still this doesn't leave me a want some solution. Going with Buddha, Mahavira, Krishna might give you the way, they walked upon but they can't provide the feets. For sure we are to walk and better it is that we find our way on our own. We should have the qualities but these qualitties should not ingrained in us, as we are all different with different set of qualities and hence the different understanding with different consciousness. Sadhguru provided some way at least to have the essence of this and said our life is not actually different these are we the people who discriminate the air of different bubbles and when the bubble is no longer there the discrimination is going to lost in very mini second itself. Means everything borns out of same essence and lost in the same. The creator is the destroyer itself, making is engrained in this breakage and birth is very much meaningful with the death. Hopelessness and falling into the bottomless pit cannot be said as same as there is very essential difference in both of these. Hopelessness is the lack of capability and courage which are the bi products of consciousness combined with the energy flow. The pain you take in the very process is responsible for the power, which is hankering in your shoulders. Another thing is falling into the bottomless pit is something being lost in this very cosmos and without any fear, as there is no bottom hence there is no fear of getting hit by the bottom. When you'd watched the peaks of power, pleasure, joy, masculinity, feminine, misery, cruelty, insult, pride, ego, purity etc then comes this essence that yes there is no meaning in all this and after watching this all drama human goes to be an ascetic the true ascetic. One who is capable of moving this earth, the whole universe is actually one who is capable of holding the main essence that their is no essence. I think than their remains the pure consciousness the the watchfulness remains and all the meanings behind this watchfulness goes away. When I watch something, definitely there are a lot of meanings in watching the very object, the listening to every speech and feeling of every moment. But when the stage comes that the meanings are meaningless itself then comes this state of being pure, this state is defined by the  Buddha as Nirvana. When there is nothing left to do. The purest of pure, the most blissful stage. India had the experiments where the people got the stage and may be in other countries but I mostly knows of these people. Art of artist, the song of singer when these start making you blissful then it might means that they have got the one dimension of this stage. But how many dimensions should be there of reaching this stage? Don't ask the question that why should we go to this stage. Because I'm gonna answer this and answer is because every craving, every question is going to be answered after reaching this.

So all the very best for your Vippassana Hope we reach the most meaningfulness that every meaning lose itself.