Nirvana

Much of the time is gone, nothing is there in front of you. A direct portion of the life is gone. It is said we are not there for first time. We are permanently there and can't escape this universe. We are the Universe actually, so one who is trying to get the escape of this universe is unknown of the fact that escape of the universe is the escape of the self. 

I don't know whether reincarnation exist or not, but one thing is clear that I am the heap of soil having programming of this energy and hence this soil is designed according to the programming and this programming itself is influenced by the another programming. It make clear that there is nothing we doing on our own, it is the influence programming and this influenced programming. Here comes the idea that if we are influenced then doesn't it mean that we can also influence? Obviously we can but the Idea to influence is also the influence itself. When I firstly listened the word awareness and consciousness from Dandapani, I found a strong connection with this word. It might be the reflection of my surrounding which I had in my past or the programming of energy which might left its print during the death. 

When we die, the process happens very slowly and in this process mind dies in the last, it might be due to the super blunder of thoughts in the mind which is continuously attracting the more energy and it might be the reason for last death of mind. When complete programming of energy leaves the whole body then the only energy which left to the human is the body and soil itself which had kept all the tatvas together and when we burn or bury the left constituent of the human the energy responsible for keeping the tatvas together gets liberation and soil left to soil, water to water, space to space air to air and agni to agni. Agni might be the element responsible for the holder of the energy. Then what is Nirvana and why Buddha doesn't want to born again, does it mean Buddha believes in reincarnation. It's still unknown to me, but Lakhmichand, the Sangi of Haryana has clearly said that we born again and again and bears the sorrrow, and pleasures of this life. It's a complete cycle. We make the round and forget about the place that we have already been there for some time. Then, suppose everyone get the Nirvana, then it will be a meaning that the Same Energy is not going to born again. It will be resulted in the complete end of life. There will be no life, no sorrow and no pleasure. Because they both are related to the life and nothing else. 

What I can assume about Nirvana is that it is not actually the end of the cycle but the end of the Darkness, the darkness of the unknowingness. See everything is so rooted with the Memory that Memory is a permanent attribute of it. You daily rub the thread to a stone, it is going to create a way and after few days, there will be no need of consciously rubbing the thread on same row, because the way itself is going to take the thread from the way created. Same is the case with water, water makes the way and next time water goes from the same way it has created first. This can be correlated with the Samskaras of Human beings. When we say the person is born with these qualities of his father and mother, it doesn't mean that these qualities cannot be changes but all we have to do is change the way created by being conscious again. If we can live the whole life consciously it is going to be a great life. Because then we will be able to recognize the created ways and also will be able to modify them and hence we will be known of the functioning of Memory. Yes it hurts when we try to change the Paths and hence it is difficult to change the habits but not impossible. 

Nirvana should not be the end of cycle of birth and death. But the end of less perception, because one memory is definitely going to end when we create another one. It all is about Vision. Hence Buddha was not who had large ground of understanding and knowledge but he was a Drushta, One has a wide vision and by looking inside one, who can behave accordingly. It will be his wisdom and desire to reborn and one who has gone away from the influences of others influences. One who feel the sorrow and pleasure but away from it. One Who has that Eye. 

This all is for today, till next be happy keep learning.

Love You all.

Forgetfulness

 We try to learn, to memorize so that everything can be there at a single call. But something is there which is working behind and cleaning the older memories. Also there are some memories which continues to be there for life and some are for a very little time that we gave to recall it every single second to memorize it. Do you remember, I'd told a story to get the understanding of Unresolved thoughts and emotions. It was about coins and teacher's cruelty. Which made a permanent place in the memory of victim and whenever it triggered, the scenes were crystal clear in front of him. So why it happens that what we want to memorize takes much more time to get even into the understandings and then it goes to memory and most of the things which are irrelevant and make us unpleasant remains on the desktop even we don't want them to.

We should understand both by diving into the examples itself so when I was juvenile there are a lot of wrong act which I've done, but one of the most cruel act was to engage Sexually with some one I shouldn't. When I got the understanding that it was a Sin Which I had created in that time   I started cursing myself for doing so. I became just like broken when this moment appeared in my consciousness and take a huge amount of energy which left me fragile and like a zombie. This moment I never wanted to remember and was just trying to forget. Still it was becoming more and more clear and in front of me, the faster I was trying to run the more faster it was  following me. Gradually I understood by the practice of meditation that my awareness was giving more attention to the scene because in my information and belief system it was a epic moment. The more energy was being used there.  But why it was concentrating there? This might be from the understanding of where the awareness goes energy flows and hence energy was being concentrated there. More energy made its way and hence this way became a permanent memory in the space of consciousness.

Again if we try to read the book of our syllabus it's information doesn't stick to your head until you revise it for three to four times. What's the matter, I think matter is again related to the way of energy running behind the awareness, since energy is magnetic in nature it takes our awareness on the ways where it goes, and goes on the ways which are made by continuous travel of energy. 

So what is the solution?

Solution is this awareness itself. We have to be meditative there and watch where our awareness is going and by using our will power we will have to stop it in the way. We should make the ways according to the betterment of ourself and not just for our pleasure. This making of ways is called the habit in physical world. Hence we will have to shift our habits by using the will power but never should be in control to them. 

Was it about Forgetfulness?

Yes it was, but in opposite look. Forgetfulness is defined as the trait of human mind which is responsible for cleaning its old memory and there is nothing wrong in this. This is fantastic actually. Suppose you never forget anything then every thought and emotion will be trigger for another thought and emotion which is again going to take your energy and hence it will be most difficult to recall the relevant thing and put the waste aside. Your mind will be super big and will be responsible for 90 percent usage of your complete energy. To get the actual relevant thing into the consciousness we should revise it more and keep awareness on the relevant and meaningful thoughts. 

In Peace 

Das Rahul