Essence

 Being in Present is an art, the Art which should be performed and the good thing about it is that there is no need to learn this Art, it is there in just being and being with full Consciousness. If there is still question erupting, what is full and complete consciousness? then let me explore in my words, I watch the full consciousness as a state, when you are aware, you are aware about your actions and their reactions too. It also includes the reactionary processes which are happening around us and without your efforts. We should learn to dive with the situation and with least reaction and most consciousness so that everything can go with relevance. There is always a reason behind every situation and this situation has the ability to have its own essense. Ultimately we are mortals and every situation is going to end itself. 

We are there to get the depth of this word that is the 'Essence'. If I go with the words, then essence is your internal and unchangeable quality. The quality which make you, The You. As the essential nature of life is all inclusive, in the same way as Nature's essential nature is to make balance. The balance which is the need of Hour. So to make this clear we need more reflection and when we make the reflection, things becomes more clear in our awareness and this is our essential nature that our mind learn more in repetition. It doesn't mean that we can't learn by one swing, obviously we can and can. But there is another thing too, which is also responsible in this process of learning and that is, how much had you putted yourself in the process the more you will put yourself in the more clear will be the ways of your destiny. This all is a play, and obviously we are fond of playing. That's why we should enjoy this very process of life. Ultimately we are traveling towards the end, and this way the every moment of this life becomes infinitely costly. Essence should be known but not be defined. Yes, when we define the term, we are fixing its criteria where there is no criteria. Even now, I'm enforcing my idea and there is no proof. Yes there is no proof. I've just listened of Essence and listened some lines, like. 1 Awareness is the essence of Meditation. 2 Essential Nature of life is all inclusive. And from these linea I thought I should know about the Essence. Then on Internet I came to know about its definition that Essence is the internal quality and then I found the relation between the Awareness and the Meditation. Now I knew that there is no Meditation without awareness. This all is the game of Awareness and Meditation is all the process of cleansing this space called as awareness. Also in this process there is no need of any effort. This is an effortless process. Which can be deepened and deepened in a strong manner that you'll be able to get the knowledge of ultimate. Perhaps this might be the vision of Almighty according to Osho. This way is really nice, which we have discovered just now. What is the process is already known to us. Life could be more beautiful than our imagination and it has the limitless beauty. But question is where we are floating and why? Now the mosquitoes are biting me in this park and it's 09:55PM of July 31st, 2022. Till next be happy keep learning.

See you soon.

Nirgun Galliyan, Premises of Truth

 Should I start with a phrase? whatsoever-

This blog is going to be a reflection of my new journey and don't hesitate about my self centred blogging people. Because I can express myself in a better way and I can only make you walk through me and no other way. So guys this is the journey of Ismailabad and there of Govt. College Chammu Kalan, my first impression in Govt services. The day started with late reaching to the station and with my cousin. I remember I was finding the way, the way of that building Which can be seen but way doesn't seem nearby. Whatever after a harsh disbelief of Google map services we turned from the fields and reached to the workplace. The faces were more than innocent and looking for some words which were expected from my mouth. I demanded some water and got it. College was not actually like a College. My chair was shown and also my PC but not my work. Perhaps that might be for tomorrow. Now we have to found way to KKR as there my bus use to live. This gone for a month and I kept travelling from Kurukshetra to College daily with Ajay. Never been dissatisfied, never demanded any comfort, the person served selflessly. I'm really shock this type of person is still there somewhere. Whatever, now I thought it's time to stay nearby and with least amount of demands. I found a room where the stay is possible. Days passed, still I was unaware of my duties, responsibilities and capabilities. I left it to the nature and nature rewarded me penalty for not doing my job. Now nature made me realised about knowing the duties is also a duty. No one is going to make you remember about your responsibilities. Days started passing with burden and slumber started decreasing. Time passed passed and passed my weight gone to 52KGs and it was a figure of sleek girl. I was almost feeling it impossible to handle all this stuff and ultimately the scoldings of Principal. But good thing was that sir always made me realised about my strength and that's the moment after that scolding. Whatever I tolerated. Staff changed, some gone some came. Principal sir retired and Sunil ma'am incubated on the chair of Principal. What a dynamic Principal and strong decision making. She made me more and more miserable because her decisions were completely ignoring the conditions a person is having. Whatever the middle path arrived and it started going smoothly. The Good thing about her was, she was super clear about her decisions and also as a dictator she was taking Institution's welfare as a priority and that's the reason I like her despite her dictatorship. Sunil ma'am was followed by Savita ma'am, humanity is the superior entity and person's conditions are responsible for the weight of responsibilities. Her theory was simple. Institution's growth is also possible with humanity and her style of working was just like a team. Instead of watching herself as Principal, She always looked herself as colleague where there is no issue if She could do someone else' work in his or her absence. But human has a tendency and that might be called as laziness and being caught to irresponsibility very fastly. So I think we started expecting more from her and her this light behavior started becoming burden over her. Sometime that bursted and sometime ma'am was able to assemble herself and control over that but that was a control and not the actuality. I mostly preferred watching than acting and being inside the scene. Because that's the best thing which I could do. Office started taking its pace again and now my destiny wanted something else. The whole result revised new Department new place of working, new people, new conflicts, and new opportunities. Everything was so much to teach me there. I never thought about it but some attachments remained there I don't know how do they remained but that was the sweetest moment of my life. I was having some attention of them. I never expected this as I never done anything to get that but that happened and made me affectionate. Journey was small but it had very large ups and very deep downs that they activated my goosebumps and fastened my heartbeat as well as stopped it. If I conclude this journey dimensions changed sharply and perceptions too. Nature's love and crush both were there. I fell also I grown. 

Understanding maturity boosted and made me capable of handling any Office. 

I've just described about the journey but what about the Nirgun Galliyan. So to understand this Let's reflect a truth 

Walk into the water, but don't allow the water to touch your feet.

Be in the world but don't allow the world to be in you.

And here world not just gone inside but also became the member of my consciousness which might take time to get back to the actual. New members for the heart arrived with my best wishes.  Nirgun Galliyan doesn't mean the ways where there is no Guna or qualities but the actuality and watching the world as it is by discarding all the identities given by this world. This is something similar to the Vipassana where we become super clean with respect to our awareness. Hence the truth will be there because it was always there, it was just hidden behind the curtains of false identities of this world. When we remove this curtains, the truth is visible to us. False Identity means the name which you got there, the Caste creed, and name of gender as well. Every name and beliefs around it are false Identities. Let's meditate for the truth and walk into the Nirguna Gali of Kabira.

So guys

That's all for today, till next be happy Keep walking into the bliss and Nirguna. 

Perception and Expectation

Perception is the goggle, where expectation is the craving. Yes, that craving, which is responsible for the suffering and this suffering is not bad at all. Because, without suffering there is no pleasure, no bliss, no rest. They both are so deeply connected that we will be unable to get the touch of one without another or we can say both exists simultaneously. Also we can say there does not exist any line which can be said as the line of discrimination between these two. It means they are same in a way. In the same way there are good people, just and only because of the existence of bad people. They both are same at some point, because they are just the two aspects of same person. Goodness is the one face and badness is another, in other words they are both the faces of a single coin. But reality is that the coin is one and they both are the faces of that one coin. 

So does it mean, when there is truth then there must be the lie, and truth is another form or transformation of the lie. That's not the case because when we say truth, it is limitless and to get in opposition, another thing or fact will be in the requirement of space. But actuality is- there doesn't exist the lie because there is no space left for it. But if we want to give some word to it, then 'Mithya' is going to be perfect there. Also we have some views about the word and if we watch it more deeply we can find also Mithya doesn't exist it is just our darkness which is activating this word to come into the market. Life should have tendency to change and it has. Also it loves courage and people with more courage becomes capable of handling more and more. That's its beauty. People are responsible for their situations. Yes there happens discrimination, obviously nature discriminates but that discrimination only get the recognition as discrimination in our eyes and words but not for nature, also it is not. Nature never discriminate it only provide to him, who is capable of getting it and it also ask the person for getting that capability by providing him the hurdles. The hurdles which we watch as not so good things are the possibilities and chances for the human to become capable of that thing. If you are having more hurdles, then thank Nature for providing you the opportunities to get the capabilities. Here if we watch with the another eye, we developed some perception. Some perception towards Expectations and Hurdles. Now we don't take the hurdles as bad things but the opportunities. 

Before understanding more about the Expectations let's reflect its definition in our words and before going further I want to make one thing clear that this philosophy doesn't keep any of the supporting documents not it is been taken from any reliable source. The only reason for its genuinity should be your own logic if this fits into it then it's worth rely and if it's not then I will be happy by watching the reasons inside the complaint/comment/suggestion box.

So we were at expectations,

What are expectations?

It is the attractive force created due to blank seeming personality and objectivity. It means it completely depends upon the perception we have developed and the thought process we are having with ourselves. The large this blankness will  be, the large will be the amount of this Expectation. Expectation can be towards human, object, life, energy and so many other things. This large space starts creating suffering with its size and when it gets its fulfilment by the things which were expected then it increases its size and start demanding more. Now, there definitely come some point where there this demand becomes insane and now human witness the real suffering. So does it mean there should not expectation? No Actually expectations are beautiful. The problem is this suffering which erodes the human and make it fragile. So to eliminate the suffering from the very process we should get the touch of truth and truth is we are not expecting for ourselves because there is nothing which can be called as I. I doesn't exist individually and we were in existence for infinite and will be in existence for infinite just our appearance will be changed. We don't actually expect for ourselves we expect for this brain, this body and this emotion. Which we recognise as the self. If we get the real understanding of this self we get the suffering eliminated and there will be the existence of expectation and without any suffering. 

So guys this is all for today

till next, be happy keep learning.