How Fragile We are

Hey guys what's up,
Hope you are well and putting your best to manifest your best life, see whatever you do, do it with great deeps.
There are always blockages in our path, mainly called the Vikaaras , they are mainly or basically 5, the Kama(lust),krodha(anger),loubh(eagerness)Moha(possession) and Ahamkaara(the ego). The most dangerous thing is ego, actually every Vikaara is also important in our life, they are perfect measures of our growth in our fields too.
The Ego, what is it ? What's its impact? Should we eradicate this?
Have you listened the story of the king who was gone to Buddha to have deeps about himself that how is he ruling his country, is it majestically or not? And the Buddha gave him the answer in a specific way by giving him the fruit which was actually tasteless and he got his own taste by eating them. The complete story was about his own perception and Buddha gave him the answer in through him.
The next time when Buddha asked him to have bad ruling over his country and again came back to him, he actually got realized that he is the king, by the Power he has , he can do anything, anything of this world he is the all powerful, that's why the next time hr came to Buddha he was in a great wrong perception and hence he found the fruit bitter which is actually tasteless. Then he was surprised how is it possible these are the same fruits I've eaten before. But now they are better in taste. Then Buddha make him understand by his own perception. See everyone happens inside when you draw, there is your eyes, when light reflect on that suface and reflect from it then it enters your eyes and comes to retina here it got recognised by the picture drown on this retina and then it has to go through your perception finally the final decision of you that is it good or not, so actually painting matters less but perception matter most. How?
Are you a painter ?
I'm and that's why when I show my painting to people having defferent perception I got different answer most criticise it alot and most appreciate me for my works but I know this all is due to their different perceptions I should not get shattered by their saying I should focus on my karma(duty) to this world to me.
Why?
So this virus the small and tiny partical which can not be seen at least, can be cause of our death. O my god, this small particle can kill me, and we got sadness then why this all stuff why should I play in this universe why this fragile life.
Simply there should be no reason behind your progress and you will be illuminated. Now you'll say , are you fool? How can a person do anything without any reason? Actually there is nothing without any reason, always there's a perfect and smart reason behind every action and its reaction of the universe or nature. May this be your reason. But not always just keep it going, sometimes doing nothing is a great done. Sometimes you've to work so hard that you got fatigue like situation, there are many types of illness which can occur any time to this human body and then we can get our work partially done. But that doesn't matter the thing that should matter is you and your strong inspiration to do that work. There's no such thing as good time or bad time there every time is good to do that work. What you need, is to recognise the priority of work that which work you should do first and which later.
Actually I got Mononucleosis this days That's why I couldn't write the blog yesterday but I'm writing is this day, I could  also left it. But there always remember something is always better than nothing. I've left so many competitions and games just and because of my fear to lose, but actually I had lost that time when I have decided to not to participate. Now I realise that I should participate. But now I can't give before results.
Was it the result of my ego may, may it be.
Because there's a fear to lose my dignity by losing. Means I was holding something with me that I could lost. When you feel you can lost some there always a fear like situation arises and it makes you more fragile and limited when you put your that thing aside you can move further in your life. You can never help anyone else until you are ready to help so by losing you ego, you can be ready to serve this society. One more thing is there that people percept it as I am trying to remove their self values so for them I'm not trying to remove your self values, because no one else can remove it from you.
Why?
Because these are enshrined in you. How can a person different from you eradicate it . There is always a lot of difference in Ego and self values.
There's a simple example, when you go to poor person's house and you feel disgust that you can't stay here long this is your Ego.
When you feel that you can help him to grow and you never will to make him realise that he is poor and you're rich this is your self value. So grow your self value but not Ego. And I'm ending by saying these words always there's a hope that you understand, so happy sunday till next happy learnings and happy birthday to me. Love you all so much guys ba bye.